Hello,

I haven't done this in what feels like ages, I've become unfamiliar as to how to approach you.

I'm sorry.

I've become distant to you. At the beginning I told you that I'd give my all to you but we both know that there are times when I didn't. Several times, I strayed away because I wanted to follow my own desires when I knew you had better. I did things that were wrong in your eyes but right in mine.

Every time I come to ask for forgiveness, promising that I'll never repeat my mistakes again and well, where am I now? Back to where I began for the same reasons.

You always taught me things that I wouldn't enjoy. When I look through your eyes, I really wouldn't. Yet they are the rightful things to do. A thousand times I've disobeyed you, taken you for granted, and even ignored you.

You still love me no matter what. Nothing can compare to what your love is and what you've done for me. You are still willing to calm the shore even when I've caused a storm. When I run the opposite way, you chase after me to give me a tight embrace, reassuring me that everything will be okay. And it did.

I'm so sorry.

I ask you is to give me the heart that calls out to you and listens when you speak, feet that walk on your path, hands that follow your directions, and eyes to see by faith.

Put me back on track, to live a life lived with by your love.

Sincerely,
Pao